A Not Sad Playlist

Sometimes I listen to music because I find it's easier to focus on a voice that's not my own. I used to listen to songs that were fast and aggressive and loud because I thought that made me special, and it gave me something to focus on when I thought I had nothing else. I've realized since then that I love music because it is purely magic and I want to focus on that feeling, instead of things just make my heart race. These are a few of recent favorites:

Let Them In - PVRIS

"I wanna feel something, that's not the weight of your world in my head." 

Temple - Tonight Alive

"I've been suffocated by my obsession, and I cannot stand the sight, 

of all the pain I see in my reflection, and my fading will to fight." 

Raising The Bar - Envoi

"kingdoms rise, reigns will end, 

houses on sand won't weather the wind"

Tonight I'm Letting Go - The Material

"they say you reap the seeds you sow,
and just so you know, tonight I'm letting go"

Supercut - Lorde

"ours are the moments I play in the dark,
we were wild and florescent, come home to my heart"

26 - Paramore

"they say that dreaming is free,
but I wouldn't care what it cost me"

Hard Feelings/ Loveless - Lorde

"I light all the candles, got flowers for all my rooms,
I care for myself the way I used to care about you."

Smoke - PVRIS

"you're just a ghost of blissful feelings"

Proof - Paramore

"my heart is bigger than the distance in between us, 
I know it cause I feel it beating"

The Other Side - Tonight Alive

"cause every time I ran, I ran to you,
I meant it every time I said I loved you."

XOXOXO